i NEVER thought i would say this... but.... oh gosh... it makes me a little nauseous... what is that taste in my mouth??? i know this taste... yep its a little vomit in my mouth... OKAY... here goes...

i understand (in a very SMALL way) the perks of the mullet.

AHHHHHHHHHH! hahahaha i was thinking today about my new hair cut. i mean i like it but i kinda don't at the same time... weird. BUT haha what i have figured out is this....

from the front i think the short hair is really precious and spunky.. kinda like i wanna wear black and listen to either rock or of course Beyonce's song DIVA (lyrics "i'mma i'mma a diva, now DIVA is the female version of a HUSTLA" hahaha) i mean i feel like i could totally slap a hooker with this hair cut!

BUT from the back i think it looks funny. not the cut, the cut is great... but its like a floating head.. and i swear the "junk in my trunk" is more obvious hahaha oops... what was that Baby Got Back lyric "36, 24, 36!...Yeah if she's 5'3"!!" wait..... i'm 5'3" ;)

SOOOOO from the back i prefer the way my long hair looked.... feminine, long, blonde, and generally looked good.... from the front i liked the long hair of course, but i also like the short look.

Does this mean... I want business up front and a party in the back??? hahaha it's ironic that i somewhat understand perks of the mullet! but what about the rest of the issues with a mullet like the fact that is JANKY, funky, and so so so so wrong!!!?? hahaha

i wish a good hair day for all of you!

cheers, God Bless, ROCK OUT, lots-o-love,

m.

guts???

i think i am going to cut my hair off tomorrow... i might chicken out... i mean literally i have only been kicking around this idea for about 45 mins... hmm... i like spontaneity though... something about me and the days around the 20th of the month usually prove to be dangerous hahaha.... got my tatt on jan 20.... got my dog on aug 20... i am sure there are other crazy things... heck i bet that time i dyed my hair dark red was close to nov 20 because it was right before thanksgiving... i get antsy, and i think thats my own lil form of pms. ha. :) crazy... i was thinking something like Kherington Payne... i love that talented chick and have always thought she was beautiful from her first audition on SYTYCD...and i am sooo excited to see her in FAME!!

cheers, rock on, love love love, and God Bless!

m.

they really ARE listening!!!

so funny stories that further my theory that i am living in a movie... i know thats pretty darn narcissistic but a girl can only hope for a better explanation than just some insane luck.

where should i start? should i tell you about the cops and FCC hunting down Josh and hounding him about a conversation we had that was broadcasted ALL over Jasper County for every COP, emergency personnel, or old person with a scanner to hear Saturday night?? should i tell you why i almost had to shank an old douchebaggy-like character for dissing my brother on facebook? or maybe i'll tell you about Josh's freudian slip of saying "i'll just put my tongue in your mouth" in front of my MOM? what? i don't know why i hardly ever blog... but here goes...

"WOW! The FCC really is listening to everything we say!" -Josh

sooo. this weekend the radio in Josh's truck jammed. on friday another guy had it, but on saturday Josh was driving it around. Saturday evening he and i went to sonic (sorry Kim if you're reading this, i know you miss Sonic). we had NO idea but everything in that truck was broadcasting and blocking the radio for every single person with a radio or scanner! nobody could talk back and forth on the radios like they should be able to and it was actually a pretty big deal... SO... while we were hanging out in the truck apparently i thought it was a great idea to tell Josh what i had heard was the synopsis of Sorority Row, and then i proceeded to tell him of a prank a friend of mine had told me that involved a dead body in the road (a fake one actually...) AWESOME MEGAN.. stellar really. so on sunday afternoon several vehicles show up at Josh's some marked, some not, one tahoe belonging to the FCC as well. HA! they had tracked the signal via GPS.. and also talked about me talking about dead bodies and cutting someone up into tiny pieces... WHA?? oh and the funniest part i think, the lady said "well we knew it was young guy and girl and we were really worried that 'something' might happen so we were thankful nothing did" BAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA! how funny! all those cops on the edge of their seats hoping for a radio show :) priceless.

so thats really all for now.. as far as me wanting to shank a jerk for being rude to my bro, i assume most of you are friends with him on facebook and probably know about the whole stupid ordeal... blah, i am so mad at that guy still... grr... and for josh's freudian outburst! haha it started from him trying to give me a wet willy and my mom was laughing at him and i was cringing and angry.. then he just blurted out "i'll just put my tongue in your mouth!" i mean what the heck does that have to do with anything here?? whaaa? he then buried his head behind me, Mom was laughing hysterically, and i was pretty close to snorting Dr Pepper out my nose! ha... good thing i am not 17, i'm pretty sure she would have kicked him out even though it was just a slip of the tongue.. baaaahaha... sorry lame corny pun i know i know!!! its late cut me some slack! okay? okay!

ROCK OUT, God Bless You, xoxo's, Cheers, and Peace Outie!!!

m.

a great day

tonight was a very awesome birthday really.

woke up this morning (i slept in as late as humanly possible first). not happy about 24. i mean i hate even numbers for one... 23 was kind of a fun age really... sounds fun anyways, but twenty-four... ugh... and what have i really done with my life at this point...? almost 25 and i was hoping to have myself pretty established in whatever way i chose by that point and it feels quite quite far away... nevertheless i cant really freeze time and get my stuff done... i'm now 24. SO... with that... i had a laugh over cereal this morning about several funny things that happened in my year of 23... great... to terrible. i played some drums today and again was reminded how RUSTY i am. i almost dont want to call myself a drummer anymore because of my lack of improvement... i mean how many years have i been playing anyways??? sad... oh well.. i watched 16 candles because i love 80s movies and yes i was being a little mopey about my bday haha last night i watched the Friends where rachel turned 30 and sympathized ;)... today i was showered with sweet happy birthdays from family and friends. THANK you btw! so then i started getting ready for tonight's dinner!

my parents took us (jason, candice, aiden, brandee, jarrod, krissy, katie, josh, and i) to eat at TOKYO japanese grill :) it was an absolute blast and totally worth the wait and the crammed seating we all had so that we could enjoy sitting at the same grill. SO fun to watch Aiden and Krissy when the chef was doing his fire tricks and such hehehe. Aiden kept saying FIRE FIRE FIRE and Krissy looked pretty nervous. they were so cute and sweet tonight telling me happy birthday tons of times :) Brandee and Jason both tried sushi for the first time! i was VERY impressed with this and apparently Bran liked it enough to want to try it more. YAY!! i will totally capitalize on this while i am still home cause i need a sushi buddy :)

as a selfish birthday wish (hehehe) i gave everyone the length of dinner to come up with one fact about themselves that i didn't know. this was super fun and turned out to be my favorite thing of the day :) i would share these stories and details but then i would have to kill you, or maybe they would kill me first!! hehehe KATIE still owes me one!!

after dinner Katie, Josh, and i rushed to our movie to see the Gamer. a good movie. action packed and interesting. kinda made my head hurt though, and if you see it you will understand why. it had some blair witch/cloverfield movement issues that made watching on the big screen a little straining on the eyes. but gerard butler is a hottie nonetheless so i enjoyed it thoroughly :) then we went to sertino's coffee for an hour or more to hang out and chat! this is a fun place and i really enjoyed talking and laughing with katie and josh.

(SIDE NOTE) so back in summer of 2006 while hanging with veronica, johnny, and ben we were at the starbucks in barnes and noble and an older couple were there. the man was being rude to a younger girl there for being disruptive (at first i thought it was his granddaughter then realized it was a stranger to him) and me being... well... me... decided it was rude of him to call this young girl out in that manner so i was being obnoxious and saying innaprop things out loud... okay maybe a little too loud like penis and such.. hahaha yeah i know me saying (yelling) the word penis totally unexpected huh? hahaha... not really... one of my fave things to do to my friends around that time in college haha they would get sooo embarrassed! ANYWAYS i was just being rude and junk and the old guy was giving me dirty looks...

wellllll i have been seeing this same old couple in beaumont lately and saw them tonight hehehe. they are actually kinda funny and most likely just people watchers. they were cute leaving sertino's pinky in pinky :) i said i would shed a tear if i could freakin manifest one! ugh thats a frustration of mine. but they were pretty cute and i was sorry for being rude 3 years ago to them... hmm...

okay so this is a long post because i am happy and rambly... 23... got my first tattoo.. lost approx 10 lbs., gained it back, and lost it again ha *shakes fist in air*... boarded a pirate ship... discovered a beer that i actually like drinking (wheat beers... huh... whodathunk it?)... started my first professional film acting and played my first lead shakespearean role... increased on my addiction to vampires with seeing twilight/starting to watch trueblood.... got a puppy.... trip to ER cause my ovaries suck. met a guy named christopher robin (robin hood anyone?)... saw the musical WICKED... busted my tail in the kitchen... actually fell down a lot really... waited tables for the first time and totally dropped a tray of soup! said the f word in front of my mom or did she say it first??? (OOPS sorry Candy)... uh you know... normal 23 yr old stuff to do.

24 here i come.... ugh... :)

LOVE you guys, ROCK out, God Bless, and sweet dreams....

m.

(rocket gave me bday kisses before bed hehehe but then he bit my ear... OUCH)